i think i was wired somewhat backwards
in that seeing a vagina should’ve traumatized me
the thought of losing my penis should’ve filled me with horror
and trading it for a little clitoris would’ve marked me as inferior
i think i was wired somewhat backwards
in that seeing my first vagina fascinated me
her slit was so much bigger and more meaningful than mine
which protruded, like an alien eyestalk, to mark me as lacking
(trash so trash but it gets the point across)