2024-08-14 - about emma

she does not exist – she’s more of a hypothetical structure to see if i can identify someone who i’d be entirely satisfied with as a monogamous life partner.
she does not exist – she’s an agglutination of reasonably normal human traits that would be easy to locate in the real world individually, but which would be astronomically unlikely to find in a single person.
the strawberry hair, round glasses, and apple figure are all incidental, acceptable. not ideal, but i have many types that i’d consider ideal, but also emma’s type is one of them.
she does not exist – she’s a sorted set of parameters describing what i couldn’t live without in a partner, what i need within a range of variance, what i’d like within a range of variance, and what is largely irrelevant to me.

i’m still not sold on her last name being morris but it’s pleasant enough, and it’s not like i’d be able to pick my dream girl’s name either, so morris it is.
(the rationale for emma is just that i haven’t known anyone in my life with that name for quite a while)

(see invent a girl to love)