the art of seduction
c.f. Garoad – VA-11 HALL-A - Second Round (2016)
can anything be done to fix my leaky heart? that heart which tells my partners that they are not enough for me?
would anyone ever be enough for me? or have i never been given enough chances to know for sure?
a girl who loves me and cares for me like nobody else ever has but who i’m scared to engage with carnally.
a girl who entices me as much as she repulses me but who would’ve hated me in time were we together.
a girl who i’d give everything for one night with but with whom a lifetime might just feel dull.
a dazzling array of gorgeous girls who make me feel bad that i’m not good enough to either be with them or be like them.
a handful of girls who would eat gravel out of the palm of my hand if i asked them to but who i feel no lasting desire for.
i’m just a real big piece of shit, huh?